Sunday, January 17, 2010

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it takes maturity to make a relationship work; 
even more maturity to end it graciously

Thank you.

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Close friends are dismissive of the whole affair because I almost never talked about him. I wanted to keep everything low-key, and kept what was really between us private. They will never genuinely fathom how much he meant to me.

And yes, it hurts. 
It hurts like no words can describe it.
The pain is real, the loss is palpable.
Another deep wound in the weary and battle-scarred heart.

22 comments:

  1. goodbye kitty na ba ito?!

    *comforting hug for you...

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  2. I don't know what to say, Ternie.

    I'm so, so sorry.

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  3. big hugs dear :( this to shall pass!

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  4. 2 sad posts. speechless.

    my warm hugs for you.

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  5. oh..

    *rubs eternal wanderer's back

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  6. ill fedex you another gift. throw the previous box of goodies away.

    it helps.

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  7. I hurt myself today
    To see if I still feel
    I focus on the pain
    the only thing that's real
    The needle tears a hole
    the old familiar sting

    Hurt
    Nine Inch Nails


    The heart is a resilient body organ. It will heal itself in time.

    Hug.

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  8. You see, it is in the parting of hearts that we are reminded of our humanity. Fragile, vulnerable, brash and vindictive. But, and more importantly, resilient.

    We find pain in the everyday. Yet when the heart is hurt, the sting lingers. The wounds heal, but keloidal scars remain. But, it will heal. It might be hard to see it right now, but it will.

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  9. thank God for healing. we will all get there in time.

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  10. kukurutin na kita! rampa na ulit!

    teh, natatawa ako sa gift ni Heidi!
    hahahaha

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  11. to all who left comments, texted, called, even ym'd during my seclusion - thank you to you, too.

    will be back before you know it ;)

    kate: leche! mwaahhahaha

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  12. i'm pretty sure by now, rumarampa ka na in your colorfully sequined gown, outrageous hairdo and fabulous make-up.... at stilettos....

    hugs.... panatilihin ang pagka dalisay, busilak at mayumi.... :)

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  13. Yj: naku hindi.

    rumarampa ako in my nun's habit, complete with wimple pa lolz

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  14. suddenly naging sad ako...

    ano ba... nakakaiyak naman!

    I hate goodbyes!


    hug na lang kita (feeling close) hahhahaha

    mmmmmmwwwaaahhhh!

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  15. Clipped: aw. magkasing-buikat kayo ni ano! ;)

    thanks *hug sabay dakma*

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