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it takes maturity to make a relationship work; 
even more maturity to end it graciously

Thank you.

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Close friends are dismissive of the whole affair because I almost never talked about him. I wanted to keep everything low-key, and kept what was really between us private. They will never genuinely fathom how much he meant to me.

And yes, it hurts. 
It hurts like no words can describe it.
The pain is real, the loss is palpable.
Another deep wound in the weary and battle-scarred heart.

Maala-Ala Mo Kaya ang Iyong Kabaklaan 4 (Pwamis, Johnny Cursive, Huling Kabanata Na 'To!)

Maala-Ala Mo Kaya ang Iyong Kabaklaan 3

Ate Charo, hindi naman po ako isang Laila Chikadora para sabihin na may nangyari sa amin ni Albert Martinez.  Though looking back, doon ko po napagtanto na kakaiba po pala ako.  May lihim na pagnanasa po ako sa kapwa kong lalaki.  Pero okay lang po yun, ayon sa aking mga magulang.  Ang bilin lang ni Popsy e practice safe sex daw at wag magda-drugs.  Since masunurin po akong bata, isa sa kanyang mga tuntunin ang aking masigasig na sinusundan. Hulaan nyo na lang po kung ano iyon.

A Christmas Carol

"Look around about and see, 
what a world of wonder this world can be!"

Despite a rough year, this is the perfect time to remember that there are still plenty of things to be grateful for.

With this performance he sang at, Eternal Wanderer wishes all his family, friends, and readers, and his Hello Kitty, a truly meaningful season.

A Merry, Merry Christmas to you all!

Paskong Walang Hanggang

Tinanong mo sa akin kung ano ang gusto ko
upang mapaligaya ang aking Pasko.
Bakit mo pa kaya kailangan sabihin sa akin 'yan,
para naman kasi hindi mo pa alam.

Ang aking araw-araw ay iyo ng iniba
mula pa nung ikaw ay aking nakilala.
Pinasayaw ang ikot ng aking munting mundo,
binigyan ng dahilan ang bawat oras at minuto.

Random Musings of a Sleep-Deprived Mind

1. Honking you car in unmoving traffic may ease your tension, but does it ultimately get you anywhere? 
2. Sophistication is an art.  It can always be learned.  However, no amount of money can buy breeding.  Ever. 
3. Forcing your own beliefs, standards, and philosophies on others is a splendid way to alienate people.
4. Lovers come and go, but you can always count on genuine friendship. 
5. Advice dished out is but a recommendation.  If followed, well and good.  If not, don't make it your problem. Trust that the person is fully capable of leading his or her own life.
6. Do we really need this much noise in our lives?
   
7. Affection is always free to give and free to accept.  The giver offers it with with no price tag, and the receiver does not look for any fine print.
8. Politeness and charm unlock doors faster than being loutish and obnoxious.
   
9. Try to ask, "What am I getting out of it?" the moment you're tempted to harbor negative feelings.  You might be surprised with the answer/s that you'll come up with.
   
10. Opening the heart to the wonders of loving and being loved can be scary; choosing to be cold and barren emotionally can be even scarier.
11. I miss my Hello Kitty hihihihihihi
    

Define Lusaw Ang Utak

There are days you can just write about anything you fancy.

And there are days you just draw a blank.

You stare at the screen. Until your eyes water up. Nothing comes out of of your head.

Brain-melt days. This is one of them.

Dammit. Dammit. Dammit.

Crap.

I prolly need more scratching from Hello Kitty.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

The Lusting of Eternal Wanderer

Si Eternal Wanderer ay tunay na dalisay, busilak, and mayumi.  Sa totoo lang, maraming naiingit sa pagiging ganun nya.  Nangunguna na dito si Yj.  Pero okay lang yun Yj. Libre naman ang mangarap, di ba?

Wahahahaha

Jowk lang Yj a. Peace tayo, sis!

Nung nag-umpisa syang magsulat ng blog, wala kamuang-muang sa mga makamunduhan na pamamalakad si Eternal Wanderer.  Pero ng 'di mag-laon, namulat ang mga kanyang mga mata sa mga samu't-saring kahalayan na umiikot sa blogosphere.  Salamat kay Jay Vee, Lukayo, at Ash, nag-mistulang Eva Fonda Eba si Eternal Wanderer - isang Eba na nakakagat sa mansanas ng gawaing laman na kailanman e di pa nya nararanasan.

Susmariosep! Kapag malaman ang mga gawing ito ng kanyang  Mamá at Papá, e baka tanggalin sya ng mana.  Hindi pa yata handa ang laking kumbentong Eternal Wanderer na maglalalakad sa kalye't maging kalapating mababa ang lipad.

Pero okay lang yun.  Kasi ngayon, tuwang-tuwa si Eternal Wanderer na makaranas ng mga kahindik-hindik na pagnanasa para sa bagay na ito:

Ang light-saber ni Rudeboy

Mainit-init. Nakakapaso. Aw!

A Message to You

As the sun is setting, and the dusk slowly unfolds her cloak upon the dimming firmament, I stop to hearken to what my heart is murmuring.

It is but a simple yearning, whispered in the recces of my soul:

"Sana nandito ka para mayapos kita ng mahigpit sa aking piling."

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The time was brief, but I would have not exchanged those moments for anything else in the world.

I miss you.  I really do.

Spices, Star Treks, and Sanrios

In his never-ending quest for his Prince Charming, Eternal Wanderer has had a good share of home runs, near hits, and awful misses.  However, this year, he has managed to break a personal record of sorts.  He actually found two people he really, really liked.  Of course, whether they really, really liked Eternal Wanderer back is another matter altogether.  Teehee :P

For those who have been reading the blog of Eternal Wanderer since about the start of the year, Spice is some sort of motif that crops up again and again in his writings.  They sort of got together early this year, and that made Eternal Wanderer extremely happy.  But alas, some good things come with an expiry date.  But nonetheless, he's fond of Spice.  He honestly is.  He's fond of Spice so much that he still meets up with him whenever Spice is in town.  They hang out and do lotsa fun stuff.  And Eternal Wanderer will resist the urge to elaborate what the fun stuff is because it's gonna be too TMI-ing again hahaha

Ang Aking Marikit na Bituin

Wala akong maisip na mai-alay sa iyo kundi itong kundiman na kinanta ko sa isang konsyerto.

At binibigay ko ito dahil ikaw yata ang gustong gawing himig ng aking puso.

P.S. Tulad ko, hindi sya perfect, pero I'm giving it to you in all my honesty and sincerity :)